Child's imagination over Partition of India

                Sometimes, I feel very astonished why India is divided. The riot before and after the independence -  is it really needed? We have spent so much time to quarrel with each other to fulfill our purpose without thinking anything else. Why? A big Why? Why our patriotism, nationalism didn't get over our silly religion-ism?

              Hindu and Muslims - we were divided along this religious line.During this difficult time, we have got our Independence. Pakistan is also born as a Pak(pure) -istan(Place). I sometimes feel, is the birth of Pakistan essential? If we were altogether may be a beautiful and greater India would be created.

           I know, after reading the above two paragraphs, everyone will be smiling to think that I am writing like a child's dream. Yes, it would have been a dream, Many children of Mother India, who fought British and gave their lives in Indian Freedom Struggle, dreamed of this India, a united India.we actually couldnt give proper homage to their sacrifice to the Country.Our selfish politicians thought only for their own, created a riot and played with it and now we are divided. How much agony and suffering normal people tolerated after independence, they could not imagine.

         The Massacre that followed the Independence, broke the backbone of India. India is still lingering from that wound. I really cant imagine how many people have displaced, how many people have been killed during this mass migration.

        We should have learnt from this that Humanity should be given a priority over any hatred to any religion, any community, any caste. Believe in ourselves as we are Indian, and predominantly a human beings. We Indians having so much differences should have a belief that after all we are Indians and we need to be all together to be great power in the World. So be united. Spread love...............

On march 9, 6:34 P.M

Me and My wife were gifted a daughter.A sweet, lovable angel from the heaven (sky?) or somewhere else. I have become a father... don't know how responsible I can be. But it's a beautiful journey of about 9 months to think of her and finally get her as the new member of our family. It's an indescribable feeling.... I am really ecstatic to have her with us..... hope she will be what she will desire to be...hope she will live the life with full of joy...and full of happiness...........

Kobipronam 

Montre Montre Gao jato gaan
Ontore Hillol
Jontre Jontre Surer Ahowan
Hridmajhare dol.
Bindu Bindu Ashrukona
Sikto Amar Hrid Chetona
Chintashokti Shirshe Amay
Pagol Kore tol
Ore Jibonbodher Shiray Shiray
Matal Kore tol.

Tomar Konthe Ojosro gaan
Tomar Sure Mongolo tan
Sukh o Dukkher Sesh Simanay
Bhasiye More tol.
Ore Oshanto Ei Hrid-Oronnye
Pakhir Kolorol.

Mon Jegechhe Tomar gaane
Tomar Sure Osim Prane
Bondichhi kobi tomar chorone
Surer Kolorol
Ogo Tomar Gaaner Chhoyay Ami
Oshano Hillol.

A letter to my Love

It’s sunshine. After the scorching heat all day long, Sun has shown the mercy to the inhabitants of this planet, ready to hand over the responsibility to queen Moon. I am at the bank of the river waiting for the evening to come. A beautiful song of a sailor is coming and charming my mind with its mysterious tune. My heart is floating and floating, trying to reach to you, to get you, to be mixed with you. It’s an indescribable ambience and my heart is in tranquil state, in a romantic dream where romance only rules over all. With the affectionate light of the Sun saying good bye for the day, it seems that I am not in this World or this world is quite unknown to me. What a feeling this is - It’s special because it is originated from the love of me for you. It’s really special. A very little but special dream filled with ……I don’t know. Only I can say that from the core of my heart I love you. But that love is inexpressible, that can only be realized, can only be felt. I am sure you also feel that. It does not matter where we are, our love will always go on. You are only here…here in my heart….always…safe and secured. Our love will always last for whole lifetime of the universe….Be always mine….Be respectful to this love……..I am always yours…I love you…..

Kavyalaxmi-Inspiration of Poem

It is one of the fav poem I have written 7 years ago......................

******************** $$$$$$$$$$$$$ ************************************
Kavyalaxmi:

Amar Sristi amar moner majhe
Aporup ek tanmoyotar saje
Bajaitechhe Rakhal Banshir sur.


Jadi Kakhono pore abar mone
Sei se ankhi amar moner kone
eto kachhe tabu onek duur.

parini ami bolte moner katha
tai to chitte peyechi asim byatha
parini ami bhulte tomar ankhi
ankhir tane sudhui bose thaki
hoy na kichui paoa.

Smritir pothe dristi jakhon phere
takai ami amar hridoytire
bhantar tane susko nadi aj
saibal crira karchhe amay ghire.

Smritir kona kuriye niye pathe
ganthchi mala moner katha diye
kavyalaxmi tumi je aj mor
bhaloi acchi gavir byatha peye...
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I am trying to translate this bengali poem in English, though my translation is not good.

Insiparion of my poem:
In a tranquil state of mind, my own innovation creates a beautiful and malancholy tone in the core of my heart.
If again those eyes are flashed in my mind, if again you are remembered... as if you are so near...but so far.
I could not tell my minds' desire, thats why I got tremendous pain.
I cant forget your mysterious eyes,as if I have lost everything for the attraction of them.
If I walk down the memory lane created by this atraction of love and again come back and try to listen my heart--it is now a dry river full of thirsty algaes.
Now I am creating a garland of the few small flowers of my unforgettable memory
you are my inspiration of poem.... I am now happy with that deep pain.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Chokher Aloy Dekhechilem Tare (Love at first sight)

Its a bengali poem written by me when I was in First year of college. Its an experience many of college or school going guys have, same as me.

*************************########################****************************

Chokher Aloy Dekhechilem tare
Chokher Anubhobe.....

Chokher Dekha Hridoy pane ese
Miliye gelo jabe

Sedin Theke Hridoy Anurage
Giyechhi tar Hridoy Sannidhane.........

Gabhir gopon Kathar Dolay Chore
Byathar Aloy Moner Katha ti re
Bolechi Tar Kane........

Chomke bollo Unmadinir moto
"E ki katha bolle tumi aj??"

Astomito suryakiron samo
Sarbo onge porechhe tar laj

Chomke uthe bollo cheye se
"Osobe mor nei ko kono kaj".

Dashdik aj sunno dekhi jeno
Hriday tomar nithur eto keno??????

Bhangle swapner ottalika khana
porlo amar nirob asru kana.....

Bichheder ei andhokarer majhe ...
amar theke biday tumi lobe...

Chokher Aloy dekhechhilem tare
Chokher Anubhobe........


******************************************
I try to translate the sense of this poem in English, though the translation is not good...

I had seen her and fallen in love with her at first sight...
When this love came to a reality...
When I came nearer to her as a good friend..
from that day--- I tried to own her...to know what her heart speaks about this love...
with the deeper thoughts and deeper words...I tried to be nearer and nearer to her...
With the confused tranquility of mind at last I confessed the secret...
She was astonished and told---
"What the hell you are talking??"...
She was so beautiful..every portion of her body was shining like a soothing sunlight of the afternoon.....
At last with the melodic tone she replied----
"I am not interested......."
--------It seemed to be a total empty in my life...
My mind cried out--"Why are you so cruel? Why you have smashed my beautiful dreams at just one shot?"...
She left me leaving me in this darkness....
Though She is my Love......

Noida Experience-- JAMALAYE JIBONTO MANUSH

Its an Experience and unfortunately its a fact that I am in Noida still working in a Software Company and Its far away from My Dear and near ones.

But when I came here the situation was not like as now is. I joined this Company in July'2007.The Company 'was' good and we were really feeling quite ambitious with working in this Company.There were good projects and there were people who are really possess a LEVEL trchniocaly and also have a good mind and helpful attitude. The job seemed to be secure that time. The most comfortable thing was we were in Kolkata, the city of Joy.

First 2 months was the time we engazed in playing "Dumsaraz" and officially attending training. I joined with more other 19 guys and girls. But after 2 months it became a boring one doing nothing and just chatting and playing.All of us really wanted to do something and join in a project.

After all the opportunity came to 10 of us. We had been told to go to "Noida" to join in the Noida Development Center. Everyone was excited to come to Noida,"The Second Singapore", leaving our beautiful "workless" Kolkata for better opportunity and for better 'future'!!!

Finaly we came here in Noida. First 2 weeks in Noida, we had been given a Communication training and tested through an exam of Java (Why this exam was taken it's still not clear to me). Finally 10 of us had been divided into 3 Groups, one group is Mainframe (3), another group is one me (1) and another group (6) have got project which seemed to be a dream project of company's management, though finally that project wasnt started. Among those six,five were caught by another PM and one of them intentionally went for a bench believing he would be sent to Kolkata.However, first month was quite OK. we roamed Total North India like Delhi, Agra,Fatehpur Sikri etc etc. Almost in every weekdays we used to go to Delhi. But after 1 month the situation became unromantic.How can 10 bengali People live just eating "Rajma-Chawl"? We had been sent here in Noida just for 4 months. But after 4 months everyone came to a realiztion that we were just the part of "Conspiracy". But we didnt shout becoz we are Bengalis and We had no option rather than that.

And better oppportunity!!!!! How one can get a better environment if there is no senior from whom you can get a minimum help? Really we finnaly came to know what the reality is. Fortunately I got an opportunity to go to Kolkata and finally I discovered that in Kolkata the real thing was present. I finally came to a decision that all the talented "Tech-gurus" were in Kolkata.I was in Kolkata for 5 months and it was a good time for me. I learnt so many things. But alas, I had been sent again to Noida for an 'investment project'!!

Apart from the technical improvement or any official thing, Noida is a place where there is no midle-class. There are only 2 types of People- the richest and poorest and both of them had hatred of each other.How one man can hate another man only he has money - I came to know after coming here. Here you can see that besides the heap of garbafge one of the most valuable car was going on. Differentiation between People and no heart to enjoy- you can find here. Here people like eating "Rajma-Chawl" or "Paneer". How they lived a total life just eating those tasteless food Iam really surprised. Human-beings didnt know actual culture here or may be this culture is not understandable to me.Really they didnt even know how a cultured person behave.

However I have spent almost 1 year in this 'beautiful' city. I want to get refreshed here, but Refresh button doesnt work here, why I dont know. Really I have no answer.Many Times I am astonished that I am still alive and imagine myself as "Jamalaye Jibonto Manush". Its' an experience and a really a life-time experience.